Biting on my tongue so hard it bleeds through my teeth
Click.           The picture in my head flashes from your eyes
Piercing, dark, evil down to your twisted mouth
The deceit reads like a book from those lips
Eyes telling me the continuing lies
So desperately my mind pushes me to say something
My stomach pulling the words out of me
Sinking through me, all the good goes to hell
Attached to strings, I am your prisoner
Puppeteer viciously controlling my every move
Ventriloquist slyly phrasing my every word
Harder I struggle, tighter you grab
Caving in, smothering, stealing every breath.
Given the chance to run,         still        holding back
Finding comfort in this pain like a drug
Addicted to the agony of being nothing
Fiend for the belittlement
Push me down, kick mud in my face
Watch in excitement as I laugh with you, at me
Cackling like a psycho in my own mind, at myself